You were very happy last weekend. It has been quite a long time since I have seen you smile as much. At the concert you sang … and cheered … and even whistled. We had so much fun together. We need to always be like that again.
Sometimes I really need to be careful. At the end of my work day this evening, at the same time I had Julie on chat, Eloise and Cassandra on text, and Bella and Ronnie emailing me back and forth. I had to watch not only my words, but my fingers too. Usually it never happens like this. Most of them live hundreds, even thousands of miles apart. Only Cassandra knows about all the others. But of course she didn’t know I was having a conversation with anyone else, let alone 4 other women at the same time.
But you can never have too much of a good thing(s).
I love you. That I know. But the excitement is gone. As we lie beside each other, I feel nothing. My mind does try. But the physical does not respond.