It’s breaking my heart. She is so sad right now. Withdrawing from the world. A world she loves and is so in touch with. With all the changes she has recently made and gone through, she should be floating on a blossom-fragrant zephyr. But she is not. Instead, the positive changes in her life have left her bereft. A void inside she cannot fill. A direction she has wanted for so long that leaves her empty. And I can’t seem to help her.
This hurts me, too.
I like that you want me to help you choose your new vibrators. And I love that you asked me to send a picture of the nipple clamps you should buy. Next we need to decide on your anal plugs.
But more than anything I like that you want to please. And want to share. With me.
Sometimes I really need to be careful. At the end of my work day this evening, at the same time I had Julie on chat, Eloise and Cassandra on text, and Bella and Ronnie emailing me back and forth. I had to watch not only my words, but my fingers too. Usually it never happens like this. Most of them live hundreds, even thousands of miles apart. Only Cassandra knows about all the others. But of course she didn’t know I was having a conversation with anyone else, let alone 4 other women at the same time.
But you can never have too much of a good thing(s).